shooting

I just took a shot. My first ever self administered, I think.

It didn't hurt. Even when I missed the location and had to pull back and reinsert, it didn't hurt at all. There was little blood and no leak back. I took it slow so I wouldn't have any oozing.

Oozing, sounds a bit gross but worse it's wasteful. The injection site feels tight but other than that no big deal with this part. I have good support among the few I'm sharing with. I'll wait to see if I want to take another shot next week and then maybe the next but maybe not.

I want to talk to my friends but again like polyamory this is a taboo subject for many. As you see, so taboo I won't name it... It doesn't matter, it's for me, mine, a gift of sorts. An early birthday present.